I Despise

from Follow the Scars by Decerebration

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lyrics

A combination of hatred and lust
Submerged thereafter by waves of disgust
Nauseated, I turn within
To find an answer to the rage that's inside of me

For I despise the anger inside
That's there because of you
I despise the years of denial
And I despise you

The damage is done, the trauma sets in
Insidiously, it seeps within
Shut myself blind to what others could see
Ignored everything but the pain but now I see

That I despise the anger inside
That's there because of you
I despise the years of denial
And I despise you

I forgot your face
I forgot your existence
Easily replaced
You're nothing but emptiness to me now

The end is in sight
No more sleepless nights
I reclaim this life that's mine
Time will never heal
These wounds are meant to remind me of
What I was

As I look back, was it all a waste
Did I learn nothing from my mistakes
You were just a weight dragging me down
Pulled myself out right before I drowned

And I despise the anger inside
That's there because of you
I despise the years of denial
And I despise you

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from Follow the Scars, released December 17, 2021
Music and lyrics by Julien

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Decerebration Quebec City, Québec

Formed in 1993 DECEREBRATION is a band that redefined the death metal scene of Quebec in Canada in the early 90’s. Mixing mushbeats, slam, melodic and power rifs, this band rapidly built a fan base and made a lot of shows all around Quebec. Known for the insane stage energy and interaction with crowd, l. ... more

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